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“Sometimes one touches on a very painful spot where one is almost too shy to look into it, but somehow one still has to go through it. And by going into it, one finally achieves a real command of oneself. One gains a thorough knowledge of oneself for the first time.”
—
Trungpa Rinpoche

“you will find your way.
it is in the same place as your love.”
—  
seek, nayyirah waheed